I'm in a process now of figuring shit out. It's something I need to do. I need to find some way to order the chaos that has become my life. To find a path rather than wandering blindly.

At the root of this search is the simple fact that I am unsatisfied with my current position. Moreover unless I make some changes that position seems unlikely to change.

Can I make the adjustments I need or will I fall back into apathy? Only time can tell. Luckily, it seems that's all I have. Well, almost all.

In other news I've decided to give up smoking, just in case anyone cares.

Strong as Steel, More Malleable
Iron